pAtY_mAyO's Xanga

Sunday, December 24, 2006

Sun, 24 Dec 2006 02:14:55 GMT

Hey everyone!! Whats up?? Not too much here just bored. Wow! Its been forever since I've wrote in this thing. Myspace is wayy better than Xanga. ahha. so what has everyone been up to? i havent really done anything. School and babysit is all I ever do anymore. Christmas is just like a day away. ahah.... tomorrow is christmas eve and my sisters and everyone is comin down and were exchanging gifts and havin a little diner. i cant wait cause i'll get to see my niece kaitlynn. i miss her soo much!! hehe. hmmm? schools goin good i guess. i cant wait til i graduate though. i hate it. well im still single which sucks cause i hate it. no one likes me so yeah. i guess i have to deal with it. i still like this one guy. i've liked him forever but he doesnt like me. it hurts but i need to move on, but i cant do it. i didnt wanna get too attached to him because i knew there would never be anything, but thats life. i got attached to him and now theres nothing i can do. as much as i try to move on, i cant. I wish I could change my feelings, but I cant. ohh well. Well I'm gonna go cause I'm goin to bed. But leave me some comments and I'll try to comment you back...... later..... Love Always, Pat

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I hope everyone had a good Christmas!! I did, I got my puppy. His name is Pudgey, hes about 7 weeks old, hes part pit bull, german shepard, and something else, but im not sure what. hehe. I love him!! lol. Well, merry christmas and happy new year everyone!! Later, Love Always, Pat

My baby Pudgey!! hehe.

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Wednesday, November 15, 2006

Wed, 15 Nov 2006 20:58:51 GMT

Hey everyone!! Whats up?? Not too much here, just bored. So I guess life is alright. Well in some cases it is. Its just hard to deal with the fact that the one you love, doesnt love you back. I hate that feeling. Ohh well. hmmmm? School sucks and I cant wait til its over. I have one year left. I'm excited!! ahah.... Well I'm goin up Saturday to get my tattoo!! I'm gettin a rose with a banner on the bottom and my name in it.!! ahah.... And I got a car. Its an '88 chevy celebrity. Yeah I know its not the best car in the world but hey... its a car and it runs. Well I'm gonna go.... cause I have homework to do then I'm gonna watch tv and maybe clean my room. So laterz.... Love Always, Pat

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I got my tattoo yesterday!! its really cute.... im gonna try to put at pic on here..... but if anyone wants to see it just let me know!! hehe..... i love it!!

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Friday, November 10, 2006

Fri, 10 Nov 2006 01:22:40 GMT

Hey everyone!! Whats up?? Not too much here just bored. I feel like shit today. Everytime I cough, it feels like I'm gonna die.... my throat hurts soo bad!! Ohh well.... Well, school's goin alrite I guess. We got report cards this week and I got a 3.2 gpa and I made honor roll!! I was soo excited!! aha.... So I've had my license for about a week and a half. And I got a car. Its not the best car in the world but I dont care.... I like it. I cant drive it right now because it still needs some work done to it. Hopefully by the beginning of next month I'll be able to drive it.... ahah.... I'm looking for a job tho. But I dont know any places thats hiring. Ohh well.... hmmmm?? Well I dont know what else to say.... so laterz..... Love Always, Pat

Why can't he understand how much I love him??

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

Tue, 31 Oct 2006 23:58:40 GMT

I got my license!!! ahah :)

Not everything turns out the way you want it to. I guess you just have to accept things the way they are. I know its hard but hey, thats life. It hurts when you love someone but they dont love you back. And its hard to deal with. Especially when they know and dont even try to do anything about it. That's what hurts.

Thursday, October 26, 2006

Thu, 26 Oct 2006 20:24:25 GMT

Hey everyone!! Whats up?? Not too much here, just sittin here bored. I guess things are alrite. They could be better. I get my license next week. I cant wait!!! And I'm prolly gettin my tattoo in about 2 weeks. I cant wait for that either... ahah... Well band almost over. We have one football game left. I'm kinda glad cause there's wayy too much drama. But I'm gonna miss it.... Next year is my last year... so idk.. haha... School is 1/4 the way through. I think its goin pretty fast. Thank gosh for that.... ahah... The Indian Valley game it Saturday. We're gonna kill them.. aha... at least I hope so. Tonite is the bonfire/pep rally. The band is playin... I really dont wanna go for the band. I just wanna go and hang out with my friends... but idk. hhhmmm??? Well I'm gonna go cause I dont know what else to say....so later.... Love Always, Pat

I dont know what to do about him.

Saturday, October 14, 2006

Sat, 14 Oct 2006 14:08:32 GMT

Hey everyone!! Whats up?? Not too much here just bored. I just woke up about an hour ago. Well last night was a trip. Everything always goes wrong at football games but finally it was enough to make Huston blow his cover. I never thought we'd ever see him do that. But hey, he can only take so much. And I will say I was one of those that he was talking to. But the only reason is because of the guard instructor. Who really likes her anyways?? Well, I'm not gonna say anything more because theres already too much drama. Soo, we lost the game last night. I dont remember what the score was. But it wasnt that bad. No competition today. Thank gosh. I think I'd prolly die if we had one. ahah.... Next Saturday is our last competition at Phila. Hopefully we make it to state. hmmm?? Well I really dont know what else to say so I'm gonna go.... so laterz.... Love Always, Pat

Friday, October 13, 2006

Fri, 13 Oct 2006 20:07:21 GMT

Hey everyone!! Whats up?? Not too much here just bored. I'm gettin ready to leave... football game tonite. I really dont wanna go cause I'm tired to band and its too cold. I'm just tired to people too. Just when you think life is goin good and everything it fine.... your best friend stabs you in the back. Ohh well I have better friends and its not like its a big loss. ahha.... shes a bitch anyways. hmmmm? Well I'm gonna go.... so laterz..... Love Always, Pat

Sunday, October 08, 2006

Sun, 08 Oct 2006 22:30:28 GMT

Hey I am not Pat! But I love #70!

This is not Pat or the person up there ^^^

It's someone totally diffrent who loves the # 15798354000589355568412552226548888995526885200

Cool NUMBER. her password must get around to alot of people or its just easy to guess i suggest you change your password.

Who the heck is that??? ^^^...... hmmmm? I think its stephanie!!.... i dont know i could be wrong... ahha.

Saturday, October 07, 2006

Sat, 07 Oct 2006 03:24:13 GMT

I'm sick of it all. Theres wayy too much drama and i dont know. I think people need to grow up and get on with their lives. I'm not sayin any names because that just starts even more shit. Most of it is band related, but yeah theres other things outside of band. Those are more like family problems. But still people need to act their age. Anyways, tomorrow is the round up. I'm hopin we do good.... ahha... yeah right. I dont think anyone even cares. But it would be nice to have everyone focus. We lost the football game 55-6. Dover freakin killed us!! ahah.... I actually think its kinda funny!! lol..... Well, I'm gonna go.... so laterz.... Love Always, Pat

I dont know what to do. I just can't quit thinking about him. He's always on my mind.

Thursday, October 05, 2006

Thu, 05 Oct 2006 12:30:54 GMT

Hey everyone!! Whats up?? Not too much here just sittin here waitin to go to the doctors. I have to get a physical at 10:30. Then I'm goin to school. Today is my last day for drivers ed. I'm excited..... so all I have left is the driving part.... then I can get my liscense!! ahaha!!..... The band round up is Saturday! Everyone should come and watch us! I really hope we make it to state this year.... hmmmm? I dont really know what else to write about. uuhhh??..... We got midterms on Saturday and I had all A's and B's. Thats the best I've ever done so far!! ahah... Well I'm gonna go cause I'm bored. So laterz...... Love Always, Pat

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Someone forked the band field!! ahha.... it was the funniest thing ever!!

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