Hey everyone!! Whats up?? Not too much here just bored. Wow! Its been forever since I've wrote in this thing. Myspace is wayy better than Xanga. ahha. so what has everyone been up to? i havent really done anything. School and babysit is all I ever do anymore. Christmas is just like a day away. ahah.... tomorrow is christmas eve and my sisters and everyone is comin down and were exchanging gifts and havin a little diner. i cant wait cause i'll get to see my niece kaitlynn. i miss her soo much!! hehe. hmmm? schools goin good i guess. i cant wait til i graduate though. i hate it. well im still single which sucks cause i hate it. no one likes me so yeah. i guess i have to deal with it. i still like this one guy. i've liked him forever but he doesnt like me. it hurts but i need to move on, but i cant do it. i didnt wanna get too attached to him because i knew there would never be anything, but thats life. i got attached to him and now theres nothing i can do. as much as i try to move on, i cant. I wish I could change my feelings, but I cant. ohh well. Well I'm gonna go cause I'm goin to bed. But leave me some comments and I'll try to comment you back...... later..... Love Always, Pat 

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I hope everyone had a good Christmas!! I did, I got my puppy. His name is Pudgey, hes about 7 weeks old, hes part pit bull, german shepard, and something else, but im not sure what. hehe. I love him!! lol. Well, merry christmas and happy new year everyone!! Later, Love Always, Pat 

My baby Pudgey!! hehe.

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Hey everyone!! Whats up?? Not too much here, just bored. So I guess life is alright. Well in some cases it is. Its just hard to deal with the fact that the one you love, doesnt love you back. I hate that feeling. Ohh well. hmmmm? School sucks and I cant wait til its over. I have one year left. I'm excited!! ahah.... Well I'm goin up Saturday to get my tattoo!! I'm gettin a rose with a banner on the bottom and my name in it.!! ahah.... And I got a car. Its an '88 chevy celebrity. Yeah I know its not the best car in the world but hey... its a car and it runs. Well I'm gonna go.... cause I have homework to do then I'm gonna watch tv and maybe clean my room. So laterz.... Love Always, Pat 

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I got my tattoo yesterday!! its really cute.... im gonna try to put at pic on here..... but if anyone wants to see it just let me know!! hehe..... i love it!!

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Hey everyone!! Whats up?? Not too much here just bored. I feel like shit today. Everytime I cough, it feels like I'm gonna die.... my throat hurts soo bad!! Ohh well.... Well, school's goin alrite I guess. We got report cards this week and I got a 3.2 gpa and I made honor roll!! I was soo excited!! aha.... So I've had my license for about a week and a half. And I got a car. Its not the best car in the world but I dont care.... I like it. I cant drive it right now because it still needs some work done to it. Hopefully by the beginning of next month I'll be able to drive it.... ahah.... I'm looking for a job tho. But I dont know any places thats hiring. Ohh well.... hmmmm?? Well I dont know what else to say.... so laterz..... Love Always, Pat 

Why can't he understand how much I love him??

I got my license!!! ahah :)

Not everything turns out the way you want it to. I guess you just have to accept things the way they are. I know its hard but hey, thats life. It hurts when you love someone but they dont love you back. And its hard to deal with. Especially when they know and dont even try to do anything about it. That's what hurts.

Hey everyone!! Whats up?? Not too much here, just sittin here bored. I guess things are alrite. They could be better. I get my license next week. I cant wait!!! And I'm prolly gettin my tattoo in about 2 weeks. I cant wait for that either... ahah... Well band almost over. We have one football game left. I'm kinda glad cause there's wayy too much drama. But I'm gonna miss it.... Next year is my last year... so idk.. haha... School is 1/4 the way through. I think its goin pretty fast. Thank gosh for that.... ahah... The Indian Valley game it Saturday. We're gonna kill them.. aha... at least I hope so. Tonite is the bonfire/pep rally. The band is playin... I really dont wanna go for the band. I just wanna go and hang out with my friends... but idk. hhhmmm??? Well I'm gonna go cause I dont know what else to say....so later.... Love Always, Pat 

I dont know what to do about him.